August!

First things first I went to the Dream Cruise with my friend Mike and his 2 buddies! We all had a blast there! It was good seeing him again, he's goin to be leaving for Iraq in February : ( which is sad but he has to go and do his duty for this country! We all went to the Casino to MGM, Mike won 80 bucks! Yeah he's lucky guy thats for sure! The next day we went to the Tigers game which was really HOT! I sweated through my clothes, it was crazy! The guys sweated so much that it looked like they peed there pants! Thats how HOT it was!
My Best Friend in the world who is the Bride to be! May 22 2010 Can't wait! It's going to be really emotional that day and the best day of her life!

On the 27th I went to Miracle Wedding Viallage with the Bride to be Maria! with the other Bridesmaids, it was a blast! We got to see Maria in her dress and she looked Beautiful in it! Then us girls got to try on our Bridesmaid dress, it looked great on all of us! It's very exciting my best friend from the 4th grade is getting married! We have dreamt about and talked about getting married and it's finally coming soon! It's going to be my first wedding that I have ever been in! But most of all it's about Maria's day, and her future husband who are going to live a happy life with one another! and I am proud to have her as one of my best friends!

Today I was bored and I decided to rip the wallpaper in the bathroom cause I am sick of looking at it!!! So I went to Lowes and bought some stuff that I needed to take the wallpaper off and to put new wallpaper up. The new wallpaper that is going up is gorgeous, its from Ethan Allen that I got from the celerance room for 5 bucks! Yep you heard me right 5 bucks! GREAT deal!

North Carolina

Well I just got back from NC and it was a blast. I went and saw my girl who moved down there. Her apartment is super cute and she's doing well. It was really hot there, now I know why people there talk and walk slow cause of the heat!!! We went to the beach which was really packed and crazy the waves were crazy, yes my butt went into the ocean usually I don't but I need to get over my fears and live my life to the fullest! I got a great tan from being there! We also went to the Coach Outlet, and got my self 2 purses!! Yay! My first Coach purse feels good. We went to this place called Elijah's and it was a great restaurant it was on a canal with boats and we sat outside and enjoyed the air and meal! and talked the night away! we then went to a bar with a live band outside which was great cause it was my type of a bar!

I made a bucket list and trying to do stuff on it. I will be crossing off Niagara Falls on my list I will be going in September with my friend Mike! It will be a blast I can't wait! I also have been riding my bike which is awesome I really want to do a bike marathon so hopefully I can do one of those soon! I also will start running soon so I can run a marathon! Those 2 things are on my list. Next year I am going to plan a lot more trips to do little trips on the weekend! I also might consider going to Colorado this year they have been having great deals which will be cool I can go skiing and see the sights and rock climb!! : )

Well so far that's it for now but I will be back soon!

ElvisFest Weekend!!!

So this weekend was a blast! I went to the ElvisFest on saturday from 11am-midnight! 13 Hours of ELVIS!!! It was awesome and badass : ) I got a picture with my man which is VERY Exciting he is by far the best ETA there is!! And hopefully I get to see more of him, but that would mean for me to go to Canada more, which might be a possibilty ; ) I swear were the cutest couple ever!

I can't fall asleep!

So lately I have been working out at the gym with my friend Amanda getting her in shape for her wedding next year! Very exciting!!! and it's been wearing me out cause I have to go to work right after working out when I work at the gym!! Ugh......... But it's worth it just to help someone out!
I am very excited about this weekend! It's the ELVIS FEST! My favorite singer is going to be there Stephen Kabakos! He is a great Elvis Impersonator! the best that I have ever seen. It starts on Friday and ends on Saturday.
Today was a weird day I was in a very good mood, but my co-worker was in a sad mood today. She broke up with her BF and just wanted to go there own separate ways and just wants to see what it's like to be single and meet other people. Well she's young and still in High School and I think it's the best for her, I was trying to help her out and give her advice and everyone kept on bothering her asking her what's wrong which made her cry and get upset. But at the end of the night she was better and was laughing and working!
But it started making me think tonight which is probably why I can't fall asleep. It makes me look at myself and say "You have done nothing at all in you life." And how can I change that??
I ask myself over and over how I can change it, and I can never come up with a good enough answer. I just wonder all the time What are we suppost to do in life? What is our purpose? What does our future lie ahead of us?? All these questions and much more in my head and just constintaly saying it over all the time. It frustrates me to know end, and it's hard to get out. There's a lot that I would like to do in life and it just seems impossible to acheive, or its just a dream and it will never happen, so I will keep on dreaming and see other people on TV, or online and reading it somewhere that someone is doing what I want to do.

The week was busy!

So my week was really busy which was really nice! Usually I am never doing anything but it seemed like I did a lot!

First Monday Amanda and I went for a walk through Hines Park, then we got some Taco Bell and sat by her pool, just relaxing and talking more about her wedding plans! : ) I called into work asking if I could go in later and they said YES! So I got to spend some more time with her. So time was up with Manda and I had to go to work. Lindsey at work was saying how she brought her swim suit and was thinking about swimming after work and I told her that I would join her since I had mine with me! So we went to the pool and did some pool exercises and it was a lot of fun! We got to talk like girls do and it was nice to help and give out advice with things going on in her life!
Tuesday I went to Walled Lake with my Co-Worker David mind you I was fried on my front side laying by the pool with Manda so at the beach I laid on my stomach the whole time to tan my back!!! Well time was out at the beach and we had to go, so I went to Life Time Fitness and laid by there pool for a little while and then got ready for work. Let me tell you I was HURTING! I got fried extra crispy from the sun, my back leg was horrible and it hurt soooo much to just bend. OUCH!
Wednesday got up early again went to Manda's place and we drove to Downtown Plymouth got some subway with each other strolled around town looking at the shops. She went into a dog store and got some treats for her dog and her dad's dog! We then went to Micheal's and got some wedding stuff there which was a lot of fun. She liked these other invitations there so she bought those. We then went back to her place sat by the pool (This time I had a T-Shirt on to cover my burned body) and we talked more about the bridesmaid situations and what she wants to do and how to tell people. But I had to get going again to go to work : (

Thursday rolled around and I had to get up early to go to work and let me tell you it was a VERY boring day there. I always go online to read Yahoo news and it said Farrah Fawcett had died which was really sad.Work was about over and I had to go to the bank I then went home and told my mom did you hear Farrah died she said yes, I then asked her who do you think is going to be the third person, cause everyone dies in 3's for the month so we had Ed McMahon, then Farrah so we were pondering who the third would be???? So when I go home I always go online and go to TMZ to see the latest news on there and it said MJ was in the hospital for cardiac arrest. I didn't think anything of it at all. But I got a text from my friend saying MJ was dead and I then called my mom and told her and sure enough he was!! I then told my mom well we now know who the third person was! It's kinda shocking and not really at the same time just cause he wasn't looking that great in pics. And to be honest it's going to happen to us sooner or later. After that whole convo with my mom on the phone I got to the girl's house to get my hair done, and I really want to donate my hair but I was 2 inches off : ( I had to have 10 inches but I got my hair chopped off and let me tell you I LOVE IT!! I can't believe it turned out so well!!!!!

So today I went to a graduation party and it was a blast it's my mom's best friend and she's known her for 30 years now!! Well her daughter I have known her since she was born and she was a pain in the butt when she was little but she has grown up to be a beautiful, intelligent woman and I am soo proud of her! I just wish her dad was here to see how she turned out to be, but I know he's looking down on her today! We all love and miss him soo much and I can feel that he was there at the party with all of us : )

The Week So Far.....

So Friday I had to work and after work I went to my friends house. Manda is getting married next year in September! Well I went over and I asked her how her wedding planning has been going and she was showing me everything she has gotten so far! So she started talking to me about her bridal party, at first she told me that it was going to be her sister and that's it cause she didn't want to decide but she has been thinking it over and she had told me that I was going to be in her wedding!!!! : ) VERY EXCITING! but she was having troubles with her fiances sister cause she got engaged and she wasn't to sure if she was going to be in her wedding, well long story short I told her that I am sooooooo HAPPY to know that I am in her wedding but I am willing to step down and give it to her fiances sister so she doesn't have to be stressed out about it. But the fact that I know I was going to be in it makes me feel great, but she still said she's going to think it over, either way I'm fine with her decision! But we stayed up all night looking at bridesmaid dresses and matching the flowers with it, let me tell you it was a BLAST!!! I also told her what I was getting her, and she is ECSTATIC about it! I can't wait for next year, I have two weddings to attain to!!! : )

I am also getting my hair cut on Thursday, kinda nervous about it. It's going to be short to my jaw. Last time I had short hair was in the 6th grade and it was a mushroom cut..........Barf! But I figuared I need a new look and it will be a change! I am also thinking about starting the Team Weight Loss at Lifetime Fitness since I get a discount! New look for a new body ; )

I had to attain my cousin's graduation party on Saturday and it was really awkward, cause I went with my mom and this is on my dad's side. So of course my dad was there (Barf) and my mom had to see him also but she hardly could recognize him, he's that bad looking now, lol..... Anyways him and his parents were at the patio table with the other Trent family members while everyone else was under the tent being loud and drinking, it was like a seperation that no one wants to talk to you. I hate family events never fun.... Then my grandpa tryed to talk to me wanting to know whats going on and I tell him the same thing just work thats it, and theres this silent pause for at least 5 mintues or more and its really really really awkward after that. But I didn't care I'm over it, my mom's best friend her daughters grad party is the 27 and that's more of my family I know everyone and it's going to be a blast the biggest party ever! : )

Free as a Bird??

I know I am not the only one who wishes they could just fly away and get away from there problems.

I love just sitting outside or driving and you see a bird gliding in the air just floating and they will flap there wings and just glide with the wind. It's just a beautiful site to see! And you watch them to see where they are going and think in your head man I wish I could do that! Just fly away from everything no worries about anything, not have to worry about your problems, stress free, and just to get away from it all for one day.

But if you really think about it, that bird has the same problems as you do.. Probably thinking what are you talking about Heather? Well really the bird has to worry about there young ones, predators in the woods, contact with human beings, they travel to different parts of the world during different seasons, and they also have to worry about there habitat. So really they have just as much problems as we do. The only thing we wish for is to fly and get away, but that bird who is flying probably wishes for something else also.

Bored!

So I hate writing about stuff about me and my daily things but what the hell I will give it a try.

Well first thing is first my mom lost her job not to long ago. And I am use to NO body in the house and always being alone. Well she's home all the time and she's bored and it's frustrating cause I am soooo use to it being QUIET and just having the house to myself, and I enjoy it A LOT!!

Well yesterday I went out to MotorCity Casino where my mom lost her job (mined you I thought we were going to GreekTown Casino) I really did not want to go there cause of what happened with my mom and that place but I sucked it up and went with my friends and it was fun, we left there and went to the bar called The Draft it was kinda a bore but it was fun talking all night with new people........ And trust me it's hard for me to meet new people. But when I got home my mom was watching the discovery channel and was watching about the gastric bypass surgery and was crying and telling me how she's going to get it and how people won't hire her cause she's over weight. I had no idea how to react to this and she wanted for me to watch this show and anyone who knows me I could careless about watching someone getting this procedure done on TV, I don't know this person and why would I want to watch it? I would care if it was a loved one I know about....... Anyways she was all emotional about it and it was bothering me.

I know what she's going through I was there not to long ago when I was only working 2 or 3 days a week and trying to find another job. You feel like a failure in life. But for her shes 50 and lost her job she feels worst. She has nothing to live for anymore no job, no career, her kids could careless, and she hasn't done nothing in her life at all. Well frist things frist I CARE! I know my brothers can be assholes but I truely care. I have been taking extra shifts just to help out and trying to get some midnight shifts to help out some more ( which I don't have to). But most of all she has done a lot!!!

She is truely my hero and I love her to death. She has worked so hard to raise me and my 2 brothers and has done everything. We lived with our grandma for 11 years (It was HELL), and she had to work midnights and we never really got to see her that much in the daytime just cause we were in school and she was sleeping, so when we got home she was gone to work and we had grandma. It wasn't that great living with her just cause my brothers were able to go off and do stuff while I was stuck in the house with her cause she was afraid something would happen to me. Anyways more stories of that to come. What I am trying to say is that she is the greatest person alive and I thank her A LOT for everything she has done, but I can't see her like this anymore cause I can't take it anymore its making me to emotional. Other that that Mom I love you and something great will come for you, you just have to be patient about it.