Bored!

So I hate writing about stuff about me and my daily things but what the hell I will give it a try.

Well first thing is first my mom lost her job not to long ago. And I am use to NO body in the house and always being alone. Well she's home all the time and she's bored and it's frustrating cause I am soooo use to it being QUIET and just having the house to myself, and I enjoy it A LOT!!

Well yesterday I went out to MotorCity Casino where my mom lost her job (mined you I thought we were going to GreekTown Casino) I really did not want to go there cause of what happened with my mom and that place but I sucked it up and went with my friends and it was fun, we left there and went to the bar called The Draft it was kinda a bore but it was fun talking all night with new people........ And trust me it's hard for me to meet new people. But when I got home my mom was watching the discovery channel and was watching about the gastric bypass surgery and was crying and telling me how she's going to get it and how people won't hire her cause she's over weight. I had no idea how to react to this and she wanted for me to watch this show and anyone who knows me I could careless about watching someone getting this procedure done on TV, I don't know this person and why would I want to watch it? I would care if it was a loved one I know about....... Anyways she was all emotional about it and it was bothering me.

I know what she's going through I was there not to long ago when I was only working 2 or 3 days a week and trying to find another job. You feel like a failure in life. But for her shes 50 and lost her job she feels worst. She has nothing to live for anymore no job, no career, her kids could careless, and she hasn't done nothing in her life at all. Well frist things frist I CARE! I know my brothers can be assholes but I truely care. I have been taking extra shifts just to help out and trying to get some midnight shifts to help out some more ( which I don't have to). But most of all she has done a lot!!!

She is truely my hero and I love her to death. She has worked so hard to raise me and my 2 brothers and has done everything. We lived with our grandma for 11 years (It was HELL), and she had to work midnights and we never really got to see her that much in the daytime just cause we were in school and she was sleeping, so when we got home she was gone to work and we had grandma. It wasn't that great living with her just cause my brothers were able to go off and do stuff while I was stuck in the house with her cause she was afraid something would happen to me. Anyways more stories of that to come. What I am trying to say is that she is the greatest person alive and I thank her A LOT for everything she has done, but I can't see her like this anymore cause I can't take it anymore its making me to emotional. Other that that Mom I love you and something great will come for you, you just have to be patient about it.