Living!

I am alive and well haven't been on here for a very very long time now! Yikes

Well to update people I am now living in Indiana and moved away from Michigan!! It's very exciting finally on my own and its my apartment and I can call it home! Its a great feeling. I still work for Ethan Allen but just in a warehouse now and its a new change and it was a great oppurtunity to take and I am very glad that I took it. I do miss my friends and family the most its hard being out here and being alone and no one to hangout with. I'm surronded by corn fields and nothing else. The picture above is my back yard i guess you could say. lol One thing about living out here its very quiet and peaceful which I love but I do miss having stores around and having some awesome friends around. Other than that I need to suck it up and be strong and just deal with it and move on.

August!

First things first I went to the Dream Cruise with my friend Mike and his 2 buddies! We all had a blast there! It was good seeing him again, he's goin to be leaving for Iraq in February : ( which is sad but he has to go and do his duty for this country! We all went to the Casino to MGM, Mike won 80 bucks! Yeah he's lucky guy thats for sure! The next day we went to the Tigers game which was really HOT! I sweated through my clothes, it was crazy! The guys sweated so much that it looked like they peed there pants! Thats how HOT it was!
My Best Friend in the world who is the Bride to be! May 22 2010 Can't wait! It's going to be really emotional that day and the best day of her life!

On the 27th I went to Miracle Wedding Viallage with the Bride to be Maria! with the other Bridesmaids, it was a blast! We got to see Maria in her dress and she looked Beautiful in it! Then us girls got to try on our Bridesmaid dress, it looked great on all of us! It's very exciting my best friend from the 4th grade is getting married! We have dreamt about and talked about getting married and it's finally coming soon! It's going to be my first wedding that I have ever been in! But most of all it's about Maria's day, and her future husband who are going to live a happy life with one another! and I am proud to have her as one of my best friends!

Today I was bored and I decided to rip the wallpaper in the bathroom cause I am sick of looking at it!!! So I went to Lowes and bought some stuff that I needed to take the wallpaper off and to put new wallpaper up. The new wallpaper that is going up is gorgeous, its from Ethan Allen that I got from the celerance room for 5 bucks! Yep you heard me right 5 bucks! GREAT deal!

North Carolina

Well I just got back from NC and it was a blast. I went and saw my girl who moved down there. Her apartment is super cute and she's doing well. It was really hot there, now I know why people there talk and walk slow cause of the heat!!! We went to the beach which was really packed and crazy the waves were crazy, yes my butt went into the ocean usually I don't but I need to get over my fears and live my life to the fullest! I got a great tan from being there! We also went to the Coach Outlet, and got my self 2 purses!! Yay! My first Coach purse feels good. We went to this place called Elijah's and it was a great restaurant it was on a canal with boats and we sat outside and enjoyed the air and meal! and talked the night away! we then went to a bar with a live band outside which was great cause it was my type of a bar!

I made a bucket list and trying to do stuff on it. I will be crossing off Niagara Falls on my list I will be going in September with my friend Mike! It will be a blast I can't wait! I also have been riding my bike which is awesome I really want to do a bike marathon so hopefully I can do one of those soon! I also will start running soon so I can run a marathon! Those 2 things are on my list. Next year I am going to plan a lot more trips to do little trips on the weekend! I also might consider going to Colorado this year they have been having great deals which will be cool I can go skiing and see the sights and rock climb!! : )

Well so far that's it for now but I will be back soon!

ElvisFest Weekend!!!

So this weekend was a blast! I went to the ElvisFest on saturday from 11am-midnight! 13 Hours of ELVIS!!! It was awesome and badass : ) I got a picture with my man which is VERY Exciting he is by far the best ETA there is!! And hopefully I get to see more of him, but that would mean for me to go to Canada more, which might be a possibilty ; ) I swear were the cutest couple ever!

I can't fall asleep!

So lately I have been working out at the gym with my friend Amanda getting her in shape for her wedding next year! Very exciting!!! and it's been wearing me out cause I have to go to work right after working out when I work at the gym!! Ugh......... But it's worth it just to help someone out!
I am very excited about this weekend! It's the ELVIS FEST! My favorite singer is going to be there Stephen Kabakos! He is a great Elvis Impersonator! the best that I have ever seen. It starts on Friday and ends on Saturday.
Today was a weird day I was in a very good mood, but my co-worker was in a sad mood today. She broke up with her BF and just wanted to go there own separate ways and just wants to see what it's like to be single and meet other people. Well she's young and still in High School and I think it's the best for her, I was trying to help her out and give her advice and everyone kept on bothering her asking her what's wrong which made her cry and get upset. But at the end of the night she was better and was laughing and working!
But it started making me think tonight which is probably why I can't fall asleep. It makes me look at myself and say "You have done nothing at all in you life." And how can I change that??
I ask myself over and over how I can change it, and I can never come up with a good enough answer. I just wonder all the time What are we suppost to do in life? What is our purpose? What does our future lie ahead of us?? All these questions and much more in my head and just constintaly saying it over all the time. It frustrates me to know end, and it's hard to get out. There's a lot that I would like to do in life and it just seems impossible to acheive, or its just a dream and it will never happen, so I will keep on dreaming and see other people on TV, or online and reading it somewhere that someone is doing what I want to do.

The week was busy!

So my week was really busy which was really nice! Usually I am never doing anything but it seemed like I did a lot!

First Monday Amanda and I went for a walk through Hines Park, then we got some Taco Bell and sat by her pool, just relaxing and talking more about her wedding plans! : ) I called into work asking if I could go in later and they said YES! So I got to spend some more time with her. So time was up with Manda and I had to go to work. Lindsey at work was saying how she brought her swim suit and was thinking about swimming after work and I told her that I would join her since I had mine with me! So we went to the pool and did some pool exercises and it was a lot of fun! We got to talk like girls do and it was nice to help and give out advice with things going on in her life!
Tuesday I went to Walled Lake with my Co-Worker David mind you I was fried on my front side laying by the pool with Manda so at the beach I laid on my stomach the whole time to tan my back!!! Well time was out at the beach and we had to go, so I went to Life Time Fitness and laid by there pool for a little while and then got ready for work. Let me tell you I was HURTING! I got fried extra crispy from the sun, my back leg was horrible and it hurt soooo much to just bend. OUCH!
Wednesday got up early again went to Manda's place and we drove to Downtown Plymouth got some subway with each other strolled around town looking at the shops. She went into a dog store and got some treats for her dog and her dad's dog! We then went to Micheal's and got some wedding stuff there which was a lot of fun. She liked these other invitations there so she bought those. We then went back to her place sat by the pool (This time I had a T-Shirt on to cover my burned body) and we talked more about the bridesmaid situations and what she wants to do and how to tell people. But I had to get going again to go to work : (

Thursday rolled around and I had to get up early to go to work and let me tell you it was a VERY boring day there. I always go online to read Yahoo news and it said Farrah Fawcett had died which was really sad.Work was about over and I had to go to the bank I then went home and told my mom did you hear Farrah died she said yes, I then asked her who do you think is going to be the third person, cause everyone dies in 3's for the month so we had Ed McMahon, then Farrah so we were pondering who the third would be???? So when I go home I always go online and go to TMZ to see the latest news on there and it said MJ was in the hospital for cardiac arrest. I didn't think anything of it at all. But I got a text from my friend saying MJ was dead and I then called my mom and told her and sure enough he was!! I then told my mom well we now know who the third person was! It's kinda shocking and not really at the same time just cause he wasn't looking that great in pics. And to be honest it's going to happen to us sooner or later. After that whole convo with my mom on the phone I got to the girl's house to get my hair done, and I really want to donate my hair but I was 2 inches off : ( I had to have 10 inches but I got my hair chopped off and let me tell you I LOVE IT!! I can't believe it turned out so well!!!!!

So today I went to a graduation party and it was a blast it's my mom's best friend and she's known her for 30 years now!! Well her daughter I have known her since she was born and she was a pain in the butt when she was little but she has grown up to be a beautiful, intelligent woman and I am soo proud of her! I just wish her dad was here to see how she turned out to be, but I know he's looking down on her today! We all love and miss him soo much and I can feel that he was there at the party with all of us : )

The Week So Far.....

So Friday I had to work and after work I went to my friends house. Manda is getting married next year in September! Well I went over and I asked her how her wedding planning has been going and she was showing me everything she has gotten so far! So she started talking to me about her bridal party, at first she told me that it was going to be her sister and that's it cause she didn't want to decide but she has been thinking it over and she had told me that I was going to be in her wedding!!!! : ) VERY EXCITING! but she was having troubles with her fiances sister cause she got engaged and she wasn't to sure if she was going to be in her wedding, well long story short I told her that I am sooooooo HAPPY to know that I am in her wedding but I am willing to step down and give it to her fiances sister so she doesn't have to be stressed out about it. But the fact that I know I was going to be in it makes me feel great, but she still said she's going to think it over, either way I'm fine with her decision! But we stayed up all night looking at bridesmaid dresses and matching the flowers with it, let me tell you it was a BLAST!!! I also told her what I was getting her, and she is ECSTATIC about it! I can't wait for next year, I have two weddings to attain to!!! : )

I am also getting my hair cut on Thursday, kinda nervous about it. It's going to be short to my jaw. Last time I had short hair was in the 6th grade and it was a mushroom cut..........Barf! But I figuared I need a new look and it will be a change! I am also thinking about starting the Team Weight Loss at Lifetime Fitness since I get a discount! New look for a new body ; )

I had to attain my cousin's graduation party on Saturday and it was really awkward, cause I went with my mom and this is on my dad's side. So of course my dad was there (Barf) and my mom had to see him also but she hardly could recognize him, he's that bad looking now, lol..... Anyways him and his parents were at the patio table with the other Trent family members while everyone else was under the tent being loud and drinking, it was like a seperation that no one wants to talk to you. I hate family events never fun.... Then my grandpa tryed to talk to me wanting to know whats going on and I tell him the same thing just work thats it, and theres this silent pause for at least 5 mintues or more and its really really really awkward after that. But I didn't care I'm over it, my mom's best friend her daughters grad party is the 27 and that's more of my family I know everyone and it's going to be a blast the biggest party ever! : )